Sit and Run

The years, they come and go
And I get tired
I get tired of waiting
Waiting for someone
Waiting this pain to go away
Every year...
Every year is the same thing

Clear like a brand new idea
I know I can't expect anything
Because it's pretty much like
I'm sitting when everybody is running
And I'm still sitting
And they are still running
Don't look at me, I do want to stand up

Nothing breaks so badly like this feeling
This feeling of being alone
This feeling of not feeling a kiss
Not feeling a touch
If I could find a way
A road that would put me right in front of
Love.

And I'm still sitting
And you're already running

Little You

Hey little you
All shiny and friendly
I'm sure you won't mind
If I take some of your joy
Just to spread it in my life
I'm sure you'll be glad to see
You made a difference
Go back to your friends
Keep laughing
Until your voice disappear on the corner
And I'll be walking
With a smile in my heart
But a tear on my face
Tells me some things have to be conquered
Love can't be given
It has to be felt.

Sun has screamed
On my face
And I felt the heat
I felt the heat inside
I faded away
Turned into light
I am nothing
I disappeared
Then I was born
Then I became
Who I am

Share The Joy

Why raise my voice
It's quite shutted outside
We better stop now
We better try now
'Cause when we live golden times
We measure broken hearts
With a not-thinking mind
Laid down a choice
Didn't recognize

Standing in the light where we're free
Climbing walls we do for real
Kicking the future with the past
All months, so close
Going into a circle, alone
Better move away
I've been blown away
We all have choices to make
We all have mistakes waiting

A dash of fun
An ode to joy
A run and a jump
We think we're free
We can't in this land
We shouldn't be
Do they know?
Can I show?
My finger touches the surface

Expectations fooled me
They will keep
Standing pale in the red sea
Standing quiet outside
Collapsing inside
Breaking, falling down
It's a circle
That has the same beginning
Certainly, the same end

We never know
How we should try
We sure know
We will cry
Asking why
Time to wonder
Wonder if I'll see outside
Outside the circle
That envolves me

There is so much love
Not of every kind
What am I supposed to feel?
I want to learn the meaning of tonight
The meaning of a crying goodbye
Still I hope, I fool myself
I'll find a way
A way to you
Whoever you are

Retoric

Opened a window
And closed the second after
Jumped into one of my clouds
The one that makes me sleep faster
Than I could dream
When will I wake?

Inertia comfortzone clouds sorryicantgomaybesomeothertime ontherightsideyouhavebread isitme itisme clouds comfortzone inertia

Why?
Itisnotme
Is it?

IS







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IT
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We Go Deep

All that revolutions had their price
All that blasts started a fight
All that misunterstandings came for a thing
All that ideas started to cling
All that love made me see
All that light blinded me
And we go deep

It's hard to swim in your ocean
It's hard to crack on your wall
It's hard to make a devotion
It's hard to rise but not fall

All that talk we talked away
All that things we'd got to say
All that noise inside my head
All that empytness on my bed
All that relations became to born
All that papers were torn
And we go deep

It's hard to push the emotions
It's hard to make myself tall
It's hard to hit the right notion
It's hard to stay away from it all

And we go deep
And we go deep
And we go deep
And we go
Deep

Sugarless Coffee

I traveled a long way
Going and coming back
And after a long day walking
Your face represented tenderness inside the chaos
May I sleep at your place?

Didn't I need to ask twice for a cup of coffee
You brought it all the way
And it was the first time I enjoyed
A tasteless sugarless coffee
May I pay you back, with love?

Vicious Painting

When I try to sleep
I make up you-stories in my mind
And when I try to remeber that day
It started to create traps inside

That picture now has a little woman in red inside
Maybe just to remember me what you like
Telling that I can't be with you
Telling it's her you'd rather stay

How? Why? Did I came to this?
How? Do I get out?
Why? I don't want to get out?

Next Week(s)

Tell me what Monday will be like
Tell me that you will do what you promised
Tell me that it isn't over
Tell me that you like me
Even if just for compassion

Drive me home one more time
Say more than the former whatever goodbye
Lose your breathe
And most important of all
Change yourself, because...

All I need is you to change
I wonder if you could do it just once
And then we can stay together
And I won't ask you anything else
I'll be more than satisfied

Hope someday you'll notice
My craving for you.

Y.A.

You are the stream that comes from the creek
The knowledge that pops out of the books
The tie that fits the shirt
The music that bring tears to my eyes
The day that we lived with a wide range of opposite interests and a whatever goodbye

You are the day that touches my hope
And that hope that touches me;
The break on (our) mouth
The hands that I need to feel
The dream that I want to be real

You are what you are
Not what I want you to be.

Lots Of Doing Wrongs

When I'm here
I wonder
Where you are now
With who you are
What you are doing
Why am I doing it wrong?

When I'm here
I'm not
I make his-tories
I create illusions
I predict a future
Why am I doing it wrong?

A lot of people
A lot of talking about you
They used to like you more
Now you're fading away
I keep swimming against the flow
I used to -not- like you before
Now you're more than a reveal

But only clowns play with those balloons...

Part III

When I first saw you
You were below than normal
Not even just fine

And all of suddenly
I can't tell when
You grew on me

You seem to be so unreacheable
And by some points of view you really are
But by others you are as reacheable than the ground

How I stop all of this to become a blur?
Because all I have is the memories
Memories of a day with a situation that might never come back

My heart begs for a better treatment
My soul begs for a mate
I beg silently, with my eyes
Please, be mine.

Drunk

I tried to break the line
And separate the sides
To make you feel comfortable
To make you feel like mine

Now it's too late
You've picked a side
Many years ago
A living-like vanilla side
Sure that doctor made you really fine

I don't know if I laugh or cry
I don't seem to understand
What my heart feels is just too hard
To discover, to lean over

I wondered these times
We were just fine in my mind
I can't reach you now
All that I can say is what we had was all

We drank the creek
We climbed the hill
So why do I feel
That it wasn't real?

Is it my fate being alone?
Or is just me that hide
On a pretty comfortable, rather previsible
Comfort zone... ?
Come along
Leave your past behind
Don't think, you can't be shy
If you please, drink myself
If you want, send me some help

Come, spend the night
Spend the day
Spend your life with me
Let me breathe you
Let me taste you
Let me drink you
Like we drank ourselves
Hold my hand
Feel my heartbeat
Hold my arms
Feel my lips
Feel me
Breathe me
Drink me
Hold me

I could write
Forever
Until we get
Together.

Forever Yesterday

Suddenly all the anxiety left
And after, for me the writing is all that came...

How I wish
Yesterday to be forever
How I wish
To enter in your car
Over and over again
Ride the elevator
And forget all possibles pains

Sometimes I'd like to speak Spanish
Sometimes I'd like to be like you
Sometimes I'd like to be a glass of wine
Instead of drinking one avec toi
Just to feel your lips touching me

I indeed enjoyed discovering the Paris-in-my-mind-like avenue
I indeed enjoyed the opera theme inside
The lights were so bright I could cry
You were so tick I could fall
Instead, myself was like that glass of wine...
Half full, half empty, pick a side

College talking, politcs blabbing, movies I was hiding
Pizza shopping, napkin putting, apartment we were cleaning
Room waiting, english talking, chair I was sitting
Front seat sitting, lights not lighting, stairs we were going up and down

Cheers for us
Cheers for all your relationships
They never were so misterious as I thought
They never were so like me as well
They were normal and sweet
So not like with me

For you to take me home
Didn't I need to execute any plans
You said you'd like to do this always
Well, so do I
And how do I like to be with you
And how do I know illusions hurt
But it's hard living without them

How I wish that I wouldn't forget a word of what had been said
How I wish you come forever
How I wish we could stay together

We seal that day with a hand shake
We seal deals like that as well
I seal this with the song I'm hearing...
Beautiful Calm Driving.

A Pretty Face And A Green Background

I feel the changes
Why am I so afraid to turn around?
The pace isn't the same
It's not funny when love doesn't sound.

Carrying the truth in my dreams
Feeling a kiss that isn't real at all
But it is more than it seems
Am I terrified with the fail or with the fall?

Am I allowing myself to lost me?

Edvard

It seems that all is changing so fast
Someday I will and the other I won't
Between the lines of hope and fear
I make my way to this endless inertia
And the waiting makes my days so tough

Will I say the truth or will I stay behind?
Will I fake or will I try?
Will I pretetend to forget or take all right?
Questions that didn't come so far
Started to show up like hands in a puppet show

Tried to hear fake laughs behind me
Tried to make the world see
Tried to be who I'm not
Tried to try hard
Tired of trying

Want to change
Want to be
Me

Great [Pain] Expectations

I tried what would suit me
Now I'm trying to see with green eyes
Colorful eyes
Before another disappointment
Before the pain begins

[Im] Possible?

We all know that only when we break the chains we'll see that love can be a real and possible thing in every each way.
I'd like to break the chains.
I'd like.

They Lay On, They Lie On

You're untouchable
Everytime I'm next to you
I can feel you near
But that's everything, so long and from now on

I'd give everything up just to
Feel your lips on me
I'd give everything up just to
Feel your body on me

It's sweet...
When they lay on, they lie on
Sweet...
When they lay on, they lie on my eyes
But that all, so long and from now on

You're unreachable
So just give me a pen and
I will write down something
On your paper-like skin

I'd give everything up just to
Feel your hands on me
I'd give everything up just to
Feel your arms on me

It's sweet...
When they lay on, they lie on
Sweet...
When they lay on, they lie on my eyes
But that all, so long and from now on

And a extremely hope

I see the green on the gray
And my window is wet
Wet with tears
Tears that I bring to the world so sad
As a expectoral frustation
And a extremely hope

My head ache and I lay
Thinking about the people I met
And they give me all sort of fears
When they know they'll find me bad?
I make my way through hesitation
And a extemely hope

Sunrise and Rainbows

There weren't any rainbows
But there was a sunrise
A beautiful sunrise

Blanket Off

I don't miss the people going out to lost theirselves
I don't miss the talk in the white and red room
I miss too little close to the present
I miss too much far away in the past

It's hard to hide myself in a blanket
A blanket that comes straight
Straight to my real life
That isn't straight at all

That's why I don't miss my words
Because they're a lie almost all the time
I've covered my mouth with this blanket
And only few people can take it out

Will you take my blanket off?